The note

Ever since night 2 I’ve been convinced of a conspiracy to kill me

This is the very note I wrote on my wife’s iPad while located in Bay B in the ICU. I’d been removed from the ECMO machine only 24 hours earlier, and I thought the hospital were trying to harm me. These feelings were caused by the medication I was being given. I now know of course that the hospital were doing absolutely everything to save my life.

You can read more about this in the book.